June 18th, 2009

I titled this entry "June 18th, 2009" because this date will mark my one year anniversary in Los Angeles. This upcoming milestone has certainly brought about a reflective period for me, which in turn has spun many emotions into play. Shortly after I arrived in L.A., I started this blog. I believe I intuitively named my blog. Adventure is the perfect description of my last year. Adventure in what I've seen and done, but also adventure in learning so much more about myself than I could have ever imagined. I knew that this was something I needed to do and could never really explain exactly why. Upon announcing my departure from Minnesota, I was forced to give whatever superficial reason fit at the time. I couldn't answer honestly because I honestly didn't know. I just had to do it.

Doing it is exactly what I'm proud of. Really leaving and starting a new life out here all by myself. Establishing and holding employment from my 7th day. Forging friendships and interacting with so many different personalities. Reconnecting with a part of myself that had been closed off for so long. Beginning the difficult task of accepting even the most unlikable traits I have. Opening myself up to a relationship that has been both fulfilling and so amazing. Plus, just navigating a new world on my own. 

Some situations I've just had cope with and let them test me. It is truly amazing what one can learn when thrown into a sometimes hostile environment. A few of the people I've met out here have tested every ounce of my patience and strength. In a way I have to thank them, even if they've caused me so much pain. Without those challenges, I doubt I'd be feeling any sort of growth.

Growth. Now it all seems clear. Ask me now why I wanted to move to Los Angeles. The answer flows from me without a second thought. To grow. I moved away from my home to grow. I was feeling stunted and needed a push into the next stage. Los Angeles, in retrospect, was mostly consequential. I just needed a place very different from where I'd been and I can't say the lack of cold winters hurt L.A.'s chances.

As for this City of Angels, it sure is a wild ride. I believe any transplant to this area would agree. A friend told me that I would either love L.A. or hate it. Can't say I feel either emotion towards this place. It's going to take some more time for me to decide. So I guess that means I'll be sticking around for a while. May the growth continue and happiness be abundant. 

Until next time...